Nowadays I have arguments with her. It's like she's got crazy. About her job, she's been kind of new there, been working for circa 2 months. I've heard that she, you know, everyone's a gossip. And her words got into the CEO's hears. I've told hold what would be the right thing to do. Nothing else. I was quite, calm, I gave smart advices. After 3 days on arguing it seems that didn't work out for her. She tries to find an other job...and she's just, I don't know, unable to communicate. I'm against her thought. Maybe all the yelling and such things are because of our age. She's older, way older and must have been smarter...
But I don't know, cause I'm a grew up and I can think about future and work as a down to earth person. I always sum up all the possibilities before I do anything. The good ones and the bad ones, too. I think I became mature enough. Seems like as she's getting older, it's harder to make her realize the right way in a random situation. I don't know it will lead me, or us but I really hope that everythig's gonna turn back to normal. It used to after each of our whoop-de-doos. I'm really depressed and feel like I can't do anything, maybe it's the first time in my life when I feel myself and my actions useless. I try to handle my disconcerted thoughts.
Ps: Replace She with my mom.
Time has stopped for the first time. And I've been just sitting on the same bench for days.
